Prompt for MTB: Finding it First by dVerse: Write a poem using the first line from each of the first poems you posted each month of last year. (Since I didn’t write any poems until June, I used a lot from that month.)
Some people worry that my diagnosis denotes violence
I’d like to think I’m not a liar, but
Betrayal turns time upside down
Violet diamonds
And all the mistakes
Blood red pain for days
Fires lit my dreams
Nests peeked out from
Summer memories
I was having a flashback
Mile 13, hiking back towards the ravine
Atmospheric river storm
It felt like the wind would blow me off the mountain
There was no need to cry
I’d be home by pitch black
When will I write about him
I wish I could write a poem purely about my love for him
If I knew how to write poetry
When we broke up, I was twenty
We had both said we were committed
He told me I was a good communicator
When he was still listening
I was feeling so low
I know I’m not perfect
All the men tell me
You’re so fucking hot; I’ll lick all of your tattoos
My heart is so tired of asking
What if I’m determined to fuck it up

List of poems used, in chronological order:
May:
Articulate: If I knew how to write poetry
Panic: I’m having a flashback, I’m feeling so low
June:
Over: My heart is so tired of asking
Sabotage: What if I’m determined to fuck it up
Lies: All the men tell me
Protective: When he was still listening
All the Fcukbois: And all the mistakes
Quantum Physics: Mile 13, hiking back towards the ravine
Garbage: I know I’m not perfect
FWBs: He told me I was a good communicator
Not Sex: We both said we were committed
Popular National Park: I’ll be home by pitch black
Brother: When will I write about you
Monroe: You’re so fucking hot, I’ll lick all of your tattoos
July:
Invitation: There’s no need to cry
August:
Rainbow: Violet diamonds
Software: Some people worry that my diagnosis denotes violence
September:
September Poetry Challenge: In Tehachapi, it felt like the wind would blow us off the mountain
Prose Poetry: I wish I could write a poem purely about my love for you
Marianne: Fires lit my dreams
October:
Tools: Summer memories
Single Single: Blood red pain for days
November:
November: Nests peak out from
He Slowed Time: Betrayal turns time upside down
Pat in the Hood: I’d like to think I’m not a liar, but
December:
Mail: When we broke up, I was twenty
Playing in the Rain: Atmospheric river storm
That reads really well, though sad…
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I seem to have written quite a bit of sad poetry over the past six months.
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Great idea to do a poetry compilation this way. Certainly worked for you.
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Thank you, Britta =D
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a dense intense poem you found with some lovely lighter touches too :-
“Nests peeked out from
Summer memories
I was having a flashback”
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Thank you, Laura ❤
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