Arkquains

RoseDaisySunflowerTiger lily Bought myself flowersDon’t know what to feed them, thoughSugar, lemon, pizza dough?What do flowers eat? Well spent moneyDopamineTill theyWilt SadDepressedSo lonelyFace full of tears I thought we were friendsTurns out it was all pretendI didn’t want it to endYou made me happy Alone againHeartbrokenHopelessScared JumpScrambleRun down hillTake a deep breath Spot the waterfallIt’s…

Lies

All the men tell meThat they’re not gonna leaveAnd every single oneIs just lying through his teeth. All the men think thatThey can handle this diseaseAnd then they run awayThe second I start to bleed. All the men leave meThinking they’re stronger than meWhen they can’t even handleOne day of my eternity. All the men…

Over

My heart is so tired of asking, “Does he really like me, Or is he just going to take a piece of me And run away?” I’m so tired of the masking Only letting him see What he wants me to be And throwing the rest away. This game has been so taxing. Does he…

Panic

I’m having a flashback; I’m feeling so low It feels like my heart is about to explode Just say goodbye, and just let me go I don’t want you to see me in panicking mode. My heart is racing I’m losing my mind I’m afraid I’ll say things That come out unkind. I turn out…

Update: Writer’s Block Still Sucks

I’ve had writer’s block for so long that I’m afraid to write, but I need to write. I feel like I’m fighting a war against some invisible asshole sucking all my writing powers out of me. Sometimes I win a battle, and get like, one post in, but overall, I have been losing this war….