Accusations and Anger

Apparently, ruminating thoughts are a symptom of major depressive disorder, which I’ve obviously been diagnosed with on many occasions. I keep ruminating on his accusations. And it’s like, why? Why won’t my brain just let this go? If the tables were turned, I would think I were crazy. So, I guess it makes sense that…

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CriticizePredicted actionsSelf-fulfillPropheciesWe burned each other aliveThen pointed fingers BorderlineAbandonment painDestructiveIdeasChildhood abuse falloutPanic triggered Write reliefMidnight poetryUnabashedNarrativeActions articulatedKeyboard therapy ShadormaSpill shocking secretsSave to draftsThought graveyardReturn to bed til sunriseDream of empathy Form: Shadorma

Bread Crumbs

How many pigeonsHave you been feeding?Found her on FacebookShe’s younger than me Said you were busyNot caught up with workMeanwhile you begged herTo come by and lurk Take back your bread crumbsThey never fill meDeserve someone whoWon’t leave me hungry No need to explainStale crumbs and white liesDangerous how youBurn me with gas light Keep…