Drink Me

I’llPour meAnotherOblivion Sip away the painAll your infidelitiesBleed out of my memoriesBye, reality ConsequencesDon’t matterMake meNumb GoAwayYou’re insaneLeave me alone I am on my ownLost your right to talk to meThere’s no more such thing as weWe’re single again Was it worth itBetrayalSecretsEnd SpillLiquidNumbing juiceI’ve lost my mind There are no more rulesEverything is upside-downI’ll…

FWBs

He told me I was a good communicator Before he saw my PTSD shut my skills off. Dissociated, I’m a terrible communicator. I tried so hard to articulate it all, but… We ended up giving up on each other, instead. I can’t wait for that to stop hurting. I had been upset that we slept…

Kintsugi

“Kintsugi,” he calls to me, “Come here.” “What did you just say?” “Kintsugi. That’s my name for you: Kintsugi.” “What?” “I read that in Japan, when something is broken, it gets repaired with gold, and it’s called kintsugi.” “Okay…” “And it’s like you, because, you’ve been through so much, you should be broken, but you’re…