Move

Now that I know my start date and move in date, I think it’s helping my brain come back to life.

I’ve worked through so many horrible things. It’s been so awful and weird to not be able to work for so long.

I’m trying to figure out how I’m going to bring all of my stuff plus two bikes. I don’t want to invest in putting a real bike rack on this car (it’s like a thousand dollars to have it done right).

I’m thinking about just moving all of my storage to Yosemite. But the thing is that I don’t really know how long I’m going to stay there. And the storage would still be far from where I’m staying.

I got another offer in another one of my favorite national parks for fall, and it comes with its own apartment. It could take me months to years to get my own apartment in Yosemite.

I want to look forward to moving and starting so many new things, I’m trying but I still have this thick depression choking me and weighing me down.

I hiked twelve miles yesterday and it just felt like torture. Talk about not enjoying the things you love.

I’m about to go back and do it again, though 🤣